E.M.O

Emo

Emo

Emo

Ada la tu sebb Allah dtgkn mak cik yg buat sy EMO pg ni. 

Emo

Emo

Emo

Thank you for your concern mak cik, tp let me decide how to raise my baby. After all, she is my baby, given from Allah. 

Emo

Yg x habis lg..

An owl

An owl..

Lebih senang nmpk benda -ve berbanding +ve

Tp sy rasa, sy dh byk jugak la buang 'kesenangan' nmpk -ve berbanding +ve tu..

Ske bnda tersusun, teratur, letak kat tmptnya

N mmg akan buat org disekelilingnya rimas..

Tp sy rasa, sy dh byk juge buang rasa 'kenapa sepah ni?' 'Kenapa benda ni kat cni?' 'Ske hati je buang kat ctu?'

But still..simpan dlm hati je la kan bile tgk benda x tersusun, x teratur sume.. Time balik msia, laaagila serabut tgk rakyatnya yg 'serba boleh'.

Dan sy rasa sy dh juga kurangkan rasa nk sume bnda perfect bile sy sedar yg dlm dunia ni, mmg hanya Allah je yg sempurna. Mcm mana kuat kita nk jd perfect pn, xkn mampu pnye..

Tp.. Sy takut perasaan sukakan benda tersusun n teratur tu terhakis bila perkara2 di sekeliling x mcm tu.. 

Yelah, nk ubah diri sendiri pn payah bagai nk rak, nk ubah masyarakat... Laaaaagila nk kna ada effort yg sgt kuat n...

SABAR..

But as a human, my patience is not infinity.. There's limitation to it.

Allah..kuatkan kesabaran sy..

Fasobrun jamil

Fasobrun jamil

Fasobrun jamil

What else to say

I am disappointed.

Very very very disappointed.

And..

Hopeless.

Fullstop.

Allah, please forgive me.

Please forgive this sinful me.