when u are not that perfect

ingat tak sy ada menulis tentang ikhlas di sini. hari ini Allah jumpakan sy dgn vid ini.

s.A.D.

sometimes being dependent on may be nice.

but sometimes that nice feeling can turn out to be very 'ugly'

~heart purification~

face it

mencari ikhlas itu memg benar amat sulit

dis.engage.ed

thesis : 45%

experiment : have to spend this weekend at lab

physical : good

emotional : not  good


-harap maaf jika tidak dpt menghubungi saya, talian telah diputuskan-

-this is the part where HOME is perfect for me-

Break-Fast

percubaan kedua membuat 海老グラタン. (mlm td buat juge, tp rupe tak berapa nk cantik.segan la nk letak kat sini kan.. ^^ )

another day..mari berusaha~
permulaan di pagi hari biasanya mempengaruhi kegiatan sepanjang hari saya
sila pastikan anda mendapatkan sarapan yg secukupnya
sbb itulah tenaga yg akan anda gunakan utk sepanjang hari ni
sy x kesah kalau tak ada dinner or lunch (kdg2 kesah la jugak!)
tp..sy akan sgt kesah kalau tak ada breakfast
..tiba2 rindu roti canai kedai gembira..ada lagikah kedai itu..



:::fawathikilla humma rabithataha:::

maybe true

walaupun sy x de la nampak ade org yg menangisi kematian manusia yg seorg ini, tp sy rase ade benarnya gambar di atas ni..hmm..

early this morning, 'ter'beli dua buah buku pasal that 1 person.

when things are just a little bit more than perfect

really..really
Thank You, Allah
For today
What i get to know today
And for each day
I've passed
And for the days
That i have left
Alhamdulillah

take a deep breath

bila mesin tunjuk angka 0.0022 V,
sedangkan biasanya 0.6 ~ 0.7 V.

bila barang yg nak guna,
tiba2 tak tahu hilang lesap ke mana.

bila dengan yakin buat introduction utk thesis,
walaupun tiada result lg.
(izinkan sy bangga utk part ini. walaupun sy baru tulis hanya 1 m/s suku, dlm masa 2 jam..kot)

dh lewat,
mahu lelapkan mata.
sediakan esok utk terus berusaha.

minta maaf salah silap.

StreSS

manusia akan lebih proaktif, reaktif, hyperaktif dan apa2 sahaja aktif yg lain,
jika diberikan tekanan,
yg sesuai dgn kemampuan mereka.
kan?

but, how do we know, unless we give it a try.
right?

at least, this formula work for me.
but, sometimes, when there's too much pressure, i just need to give myself a rest, for a while.
before start speeding back.

pergi satu tempat hari tu, dan kami belajar
-to lead a better life, you do need to have some upside down somewhere-

2nd test that proves that i'm a marathon person, not a sprinter

record

event : birthday of one of my kouhai (terayama-kun)

games : 5

best score : 164 (1st time in my life history, at least for the time being)

general knowledge 1 : those japanese boys in my lab get to know that  "触っちゃダメ！" ("Eh, tak boleh pegang la!")

general knowledge 2 : there are balls for the left-handed people

general knowledge 3 : japanese do not know that we do play bowling in malaysia!

there are so much books yet never be read,
but there are also so much things about our society that we never actually read.

-Read the society : Tariq Ramadhan-

melankolik

jumpa time kemas2 td..

antara koleksi kad, sepanjang beberapa thn ini..

why do we have to move on..

because we just can't go back.

found

jumpa dlm file waktu mengemas td.
copy di sini, sbb mahu lupuskan kertas itu.


terkadang aku lupa
hakikat diri seorang hamba
sesekali sesat tak jumpa punca
ciptaan sendiri datangnya rasa
ingin sendiri menyepi diri
berlari jauh hajat di hati
kaki berat melangkah pergi
hati di dalam meronta lagi
walau sirna warna senyuman
bukan kerna rajuk tak padam
tapi terjaga dari menungan
melihatkan jalan bengkok ada di belakang
pedih di hati terasa lagi
Allah saja mampu mengerti
hanya pada-Mu ku abdi diri
tenang ku pohon Engkau anugerahi
moga mentari hati kan bersinar lagi
memadam gerimis yang bertandang kini..

x ingat bila sy tulis ini.